mbitsow's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- curio there is a rising tide of anger. a feel as though i'm realizing i'm just some amusement that folks have in their curio cabinets for a week or so and then pass it along to someone else for their amusement. the engage their curiosity perhaps - but are overwhelmed or bored by my self in that level of interaction. maybe its circumstance, maybe it is the case that i am too much or so quickly solved (resolved?) and thus i hold no one's interest than longer than a fortnight. but there is a rage - like they chicken out and i have to suffer for their fear, they are the ones who have backed down. i could light fire under myself and burn brightly - i haven't invested myself in the enerrgy of rage for quite sometime. spawning hatred for all those who surround me and yet i feel coddle me - because i am a curio in their cupboard. 12:09 a.m. - Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2010 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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